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flunking out no matter how hard i try. 0_o
i'm a total disgrace.
i'm a total disgrace.
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unpretty
07 October 2008 @ 10:27 pm
07 October 2008 @ 01:03 pm
was talking to jiaying last night about shopping and it totally made me feel like getting a new wallet too! =( i think guess and coach wallets are pretty pretty. omg! the prices are really steep to whatever i'm used to though haha (mainly cause i kope my mum's branded wallets ><) hmm.. but i need shopping therapy anyway! mid-terms have been AWFUL so far, i have a last paper to go CM1111 - Basis of inorganic chem. INORGANIC CHEM OMG.
The lecturer gives me a totally rudy lee vibe. Rudy Lee vibe meaning the "omg, i'm so glad if i see all of you fail my test because i am sadistic and i'll tell you all that it's is an easy test when in fact it's out of syllabus things." -.- rudy lee is a much nicer/better lecturer though. Joh yip just seems like the kind of lecturer who's happy when everyone's quiet (regardless if the quiet is due to people's attention or cause everyone fell asleep) 0_o ah well let's see how it goes tmr 0_o
( On a totally unrelated note )
15 September 2008 @ 09:14 pm
omgomg? i am officially able to drive on the roads without an L plate anymoreee =D
Lady luck was totally smiling on me today! (i got 2 points for sudden braking at a stop line when in fact i mixed up the accelerator and brake pedals in my nervousness so i zoomed forward instead of breaking and had to jam break!)
Ah well, screwed up my circuit but i PASSED! WITH ONLY 10 POINTS OMG! how pro is that =D
yepyep so pray you get my tester (who is like super nice) Mr Cha i think! SSDC! =D
=D ohh happy day!
Lady luck was totally smiling on me today! (i got 2 points for sudden braking at a stop line when in fact i mixed up the accelerator and brake pedals in my nervousness so i zoomed forward instead of breaking and had to jam break!)
Ah well, screwed up my circuit but i PASSED! WITH ONLY 10 POINTS OMG! how pro is that =D
yepyep so pray you get my tester (who is like super nice) Mr Cha i think! SSDC! =D
=D ohh happy day!
03 July 2008 @ 10:14 pm
My life looks bleak at the moment. Nothing seems to be going my way.
USP, dorm, concert, KL-genting trip..
I wished i never signed up for the concert. It's not like i'm enjoying the process anyway.. more like i'm forcing myself to go through it. But it's too late to back out now. i think i'll just go and get scolded by mrs ee this sat. And while my friends will be enjoying themselves in KL-genting, i'll be performing flower-less in nyco concert (nobody's there to watch me perform anyway)
blah i hate it.
USP, dorm, concert, KL-genting trip..
I wished i never signed up for the concert. It's not like i'm enjoying the process anyway.. more like i'm forcing myself to go through it. But it's too late to back out now. i think i'll just go and get scolded by mrs ee this sat. And while my friends will be enjoying themselves in KL-genting, i'll be performing flower-less in nyco concert (nobody's there to watch me perform anyway)
blah i hate it.
30 June 2008 @ 02:21 pm
*has abandoned livejournal for too long*
omg i'm broke! and sunburnt! and black! T.T and very little people have said that I look skinnier!
What's the point of running around in camp getting black if i don't get to lose any weight right?! XD
But anyways, camp was fun! =) but SOA was sadness!
Okay since someone has been bugging me, i shall just press the update button now! and maybe maybe get back to the subject of camp/ SOA if my job gets too boring!
omg i'm broke! and sunburnt! and black! T.T and very little people have said that I look skinnier!
What's the point of running around in camp getting black if i don't get to lose any weight right?! XD
But anyways, camp was fun! =) but SOA was sadness!
Okay since someone has been bugging me, i shall just press the update button now! and maybe maybe get back to the subject of camp/ SOA if my job gets too boring!
31 May 2008 @ 11:40 pm
the world does not revolve around you jaime.
so what if it's supposed to be your birthday on monday. it's just a normal day. don't expect it to be some magical perfect day.
blah. should have lower expectations and not treat it as a special day at all.
so what if it's supposed to be your birthday on monday. it's just a normal day. don't expect it to be some magical perfect day.
blah. should have lower expectations and not treat it as a special day at all.
29 May 2008 @ 11:32 pm
Haha. I love used to like The Corrs. Must be the lateness of the night that's bring out my emo self again. BUT i shall not succumb! Shall relive CLSA FORUM 2008 to lift my spirits.
My aunt introduced me to this job (4 days last week), said it was really fun and i'll be paid mostly to eat and have fun so i thought. "i bet she's lying but i'll just give it a shot anyway!" But uhm .... she wasn't. HAHA.
Was posted to delegate registration with 2 other temps -- Jon Kao and Charlotte Wong! We spent the first day fighting each other trying to gain control of the scanner (cause we all have a secret wish to be a cashier at one point in our lives). Had to find tags, scan them and give delegates freebies! Which the two other cheapos koped on their 2nd day! The very guai me lost out because they gave out most of the freebies and i was left with measly scraps like CLSA poker cards and water bottles =(. So after meeting investors from Singapore and overseas, I have concluded that the late comers are mostly Singaporeans, who glare at you and make it seem like it;s YOUR fault that THEY didn't register and thus we didn't have their tag on hand and have to print it out. They keep saying, "can you hurry up, i'm late already. very late already you know" So being the paid temp staff i am, i bite back a comment about how it's THEIR fault for not coming early and registering, and tell them how apologetic i am and blah blah blah. But overall it was VERY fun doing it and bitching about the rude people afterwards haha!
And having the registration desk in the middle of 2 ongoing whole-day buffets is a temptation no one can resist! Forgot to mention that it was at MANDARIN ORIENTAL! So 5 star standard good food all day long XD. Food, friends, fun and facebook of course. Facebooking nonstop the whole day cause we had access to comsto make ourselves look more professional for registration stuff.
The highlight was definitely the 3rd night! Gala night! Party with free flow of alcoholic drinks omg? Drank tequila and really hated it. The other temps got really into it and drowned like 4 shots in 20 mins. Which ended with 1 person getting really plastered (who i and another girl had to send home in the end) hmm okay no more elaboration on my very traumatising experience. I think i told enough people already =x
oh well. main point is: i had a lot of fun and i hope i get to do it again next year! XD in the meantime! I shall look forward to CLSA temp outing this sat! =D wheee
My aunt introduced me to this job (4 days last week), said it was really fun and i'll be paid mostly to eat and have fun so i thought. "i bet she's lying but i'll just give it a shot anyway!" But uhm .... she wasn't. HAHA.
Was posted to delegate registration with 2 other temps -- Jon Kao and Charlotte Wong! We spent the first day fighting each other trying to gain control of the scanner (cause we all have a secret wish to be a cashier at one point in our lives). Had to find tags, scan them and give delegates freebies! Which the two other cheapos koped on their 2nd day! The very guai me lost out because they gave out most of the freebies and i was left with measly scraps like CLSA poker cards and water bottles =(. So after meeting investors from Singapore and overseas, I have concluded that the late comers are mostly Singaporeans, who glare at you and make it seem like it;s YOUR fault that THEY didn't register and thus we didn't have their tag on hand and have to print it out. They keep saying, "can you hurry up, i'm late already. very late already you know" So being the paid temp staff i am, i bite back a comment about how it's THEIR fault for not coming early and registering, and tell them how apologetic i am and blah blah blah. But overall it was VERY fun doing it and bitching about the rude people afterwards haha!
And having the registration desk in the middle of 2 ongoing whole-day buffets is a temptation no one can resist! Forgot to mention that it was at MANDARIN ORIENTAL! So 5 star standard good food all day long XD. Food, friends, fun and facebook of course. Facebooking nonstop the whole day cause we had access to coms
The highlight was definitely the 3rd night! Gala night! Party with free flow of alcoholic drinks omg? Drank tequila and really hated it. The other temps got really into it and drowned like 4 shots in 20 mins. Which ended with 1 person getting really plastered (who i and another girl had to send home in the end) hmm okay no more elaboration on my very traumatising experience. I think i told enough people already =x
oh well. main point is: i had a lot of fun and i hope i get to do it again next year! XD in the meantime! I shall look forward to CLSA temp outing this sat! =D wheee
Current Mood: 
happier now
happier now08 March 2008 @ 11:39 pm
fell short of expectations again.
finally bringing myself to somhow acknowledge my results. I've been in denial for a while, hoping that somehow i'll wake up and realise it's all a dream.
i guess my resulst aren't THAT horribly absmal but they aren't terribly good either. i just wish i did a little better.
was hoping that somehow i would be able to break out of the cycle that's been plaguing me since PSLE. watching others get their brilliant results while feeling that buzz of excitement and hope that i would somehow do as well as them. but it seems, even after getting into STP and working hard isn't enough.
maybe i'm, just not smart enough? i refuse to believe that it's true but it seems all evidence points otherwise
finally bringing myself to somhow acknowledge my results. I've been in denial for a while, hoping that somehow i'll wake up and realise it's all a dream.
i guess my resulst aren't THAT horribly absmal but they aren't terribly good either. i just wish i did a little better.
was hoping that somehow i would be able to break out of the cycle that's been plaguing me since PSLE. watching others get their brilliant results while feeling that buzz of excitement and hope that i would somehow do as well as them. but it seems, even after getting into STP and working hard isn't enough.
maybe i'm, just not smart enough? i refuse to believe that it's true but it seems all evidence points otherwise
15 February 2008 @ 08:02 pm
oh dear. i have an internship at SGH starting on the 25th of feb.. So now i have to find a replacement ( or 2 for shouhao as well) T_T. The job's getting better, obnly because now i'm talking to a nicer 'superior' who seems more reasonable ^^. Since posting results are coming out soon, the person should be getting WAY WAY WAY more than whatever i'm getting now! Interested please tell me =( i need helppp T_T.
Working hours are quite short! No brainer job ^^.
Promoting TI GCs.
10 -4 pm weekdays at JCs. $7 an hour plus commision *nods*. Since almost every J1 has to get a GC, the commision after i leave should be quite significant.. PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE! T_T please refer friends of friends or something ^^ As long as they know like what the GC is >.< that should be fine.. it's not that hard a job! help? T_T
Working hours are quite short! No brainer job ^^.
Promoting TI GCs.
10 -4 pm weekdays at JCs. $7 an hour plus commision *nods*. Since almost every J1 has to get a GC, the commision after i leave should be quite significant.. PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE! T_T please refer friends of friends or something ^^ As long as they know like what the GC is >.< that should be fine.. it's not that hard a job! help? T_T
28 January 2008 @ 09:39 pm
omg! i totally take the previous post back! the job sucks! T_T no amount of money will force me through 4 weeks of it! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day or i'll have to sit through torture to force myself till payday (which better be soon, why haven't they asked me for my back account yet?! rrr. those procrastinators)
24 January 2008 @ 09:53 pm
Hee my brother did better than I expected =^^=. (which isn't very much) But ah well! 3 distinctions! =D Could have done better for certain subjects but i shouldn't be complaining seeing he got 20 for his prelims >.<.
How w're all excited about which poly/course he'll take while i'm thinking of feburary 18/19 or something like that when we'll get back our As. =((
I hope positive thinking works because from now i'm going to practice it for my As ^^. (even though i can't really control whatever the results are anymore =x)
But anyways! Finally got a job! happy happy happy! It's until my internship starts.. But anybody interested in taking up a job that pays really well please ask meeeeee. It's promoting GCs at random schools... Cause it clashes with my internship.. =( i have to leave 2 weeks early so i need someone to take over from the last week of feb to second week of march i think! T_T it's quite a lot of moneyyy.
18 January 2008 @ 09:44 pm
hmm that was a very entry. thus i deleted it. Please forget i every wrote that =x. Just for the record my dad can be annoying but i still love him *nods* (yea, no weird expressions when talking to my dad eugene XP, i'll beat you up) hee ^^
06 January 2008 @ 02:32 am
wow both start with Cs!
Heee, really glad to be part of two groups of people that i love so much! Countdown with class and class chalet the past week! Omg more Cs! Maybe it's just really early in the morning and i should be sleeping and i have no idea why i'm online so this is starting to look like a really long sentence with nonexistent punctuation.
Decided to stay overnight at wenqi's house on a whim but didn't end up sleeping anyway! Just talked the whole night and ending up losing my voice. usually i regain my voice back during the course of the next day but my voice is still a little hoarse till now.. hmmm. Even after taking the medicine from the doctor (which is labelled for "voice" btw, never knew they had such specific medicines!)
A lot of things happened i guess haha, watching chick flicks, truth or truth ^^. More fun than it would ever sound in words because that's the way it always is isnt it?
Missed the first day of class chalet because i was sick (good thing i missed it too, if not i would only be surviving on 2 hours sleep for 2 days and that means i wouldn't have been able to cycle from changi to beach road and back! 9 hours of cycling! My butt still aches.
Learnt how to play mahjong and got a good dose of beginners luck so i earned quite some money! (fake money, but still makes you feel good nonetheless!) Ate pizza, laughed at soon huat, cycled. Hm, doesn't seem like a lot of stuff here but whee i love my class! If i ever get down to it i shall blog more about the chalet because loads of things happened in between and i don't really want to forget it!=) For now it's good night i guess! ^^
Current Mood: 
sleepy
sleepy27 November 2007 @ 11:10 pm
love my class to bits. but still quite irritated about the after prom thing...
"ahh must take this opportunity cause Jaime never offers her house"
I feel quite offtended somehow. The only reason why i always don't offer my house is because i think of all the preparations my mum has to go through, (cause she likes being a gracious host) and she starts buying loads of snacks and works like crazy to clean the house and prepare loads of food, and then later she doesn't want my help and she cleans the whole place afterwards. I don't want her to go through that all the time (cause my brother always asks his friends over and they make such a mess). And that's the only reason.
And now since my parents have been so kind to offer the house after prom because we can't get a hotel room people have to say about the shower thing... Told my parents about peoples concern with the shower and they got quite upset, Me too actually. The reason is cause we only have 1 shower to let people use, and we don't want to be stingy or anything.. but we also don't see the point of showering. sigh. i hate it i hate it i hate it. I finally ask people over, first time in a kazillion years, and people complain? like omg? WE ARE NOT STINGY. ARGH.
and how do i tell people nicely not to come when they like? i mean i take hours to get ready so i don't like people around when i'm trying to get ready and i can't entertain them anyway. BUTAHH i think i'm an ungracious host. so unlike my parents bleh.
now i'm worried that my mum won't be able to sleep. I feel quite bad oh no oh no.
but anyways WE ARE NOT STINGY sigh.
i mean if you all want to complain then offer your house la omg.
okay oops. just quite frustrated now. >.< still love the class though. although i hate moments like these
"ahh must take this opportunity cause Jaime never offers her house"
I feel quite offtended somehow. The only reason why i always don't offer my house is because i think of all the preparations my mum has to go through, (cause she likes being a gracious host) and she starts buying loads of snacks and works like crazy to clean the house and prepare loads of food, and then later she doesn't want my help and she cleans the whole place afterwards. I don't want her to go through that all the time (cause my brother always asks his friends over and they make such a mess). And that's the only reason.
And now since my parents have been so kind to offer the house after prom because we can't get a hotel room people have to say about the shower thing... Told my parents about peoples concern with the shower and they got quite upset, Me too actually. The reason is cause we only have 1 shower to let people use, and we don't want to be stingy or anything.. but we also don't see the point of showering. sigh. i hate it i hate it i hate it. I finally ask people over, first time in a kazillion years, and people complain? like omg? WE ARE NOT STINGY. ARGH.
and how do i tell people nicely not to come when they like? i mean i take hours to get ready so i don't like people around when i'm trying to get ready and i can't entertain them anyway. BUTAHH i think i'm an ungracious host. so unlike my parents bleh.
now i'm worried that my mum won't be able to sleep. I feel quite bad oh no oh no.
but anyways WE ARE NOT STINGY sigh.
i mean if you all want to complain then offer your house la omg.
okay oops. just quite frustrated now. >.< still love the class though. although i hate moments like these
Current Mood: 
cranky
cranky23 October 2007 @ 08:35 pm
i think i should at least post something hapy =x. It's a little depressing seeing only suicidal posts on the blog >.<. Okay! So for anyone/everyone who is reading pray or hope for my grandma okaay! Can't believe i'm broadcasting this on my blog but hmmm really want more people to hope for her! Yeaaa she has cancer so uhmmm doctor is trying to decide if she can undergo surgery cause her heart's weak yep.
Anyway can't believe i was so caught up with results. Takes something like this to put everything into perspective =x.
Just going to do my best and try not to get sad over superficial stuff anymore. I'll be a more happy person! It's scary how many people today told me i look super scary when i'm emo. (okay so only 2 but it's quite a lot considering i didn't even bring it up at all =x)
Okay better get back to doing gp! Will mug hard and play hard!
Anyway can't believe i was so caught up with results. Takes something like this to put everything into perspective =x.
Just going to do my best and try not to get sad over superficial stuff anymore. I'll be a more happy person! It's scary how many people today told me i look super scary when i'm emo. (okay so only 2 but it's quite a lot considering i didn't even bring it up at all =x)
Okay better get back to doing gp! Will mug hard and play hard!
05 October 2007 @ 09:15 pm
*looks at overall grades and sighs*
when will i stop thinking that my grades define who i am.
what's the use of working so hard for the whole year and getting okay grades just for the 80% prelim to screw up your entire grades and pull you percentages way way way way down.
when will i stop thinking that my grades define who i am.
what's the use of working so hard for the whole year and getting okay grades just for the 80% prelim to screw up your entire grades and pull you percentages way way way way down.
24 September 2007 @ 05:45 pm
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21 July 2007 @ 11:03 pm
some retard just posted the plot of harry potter 7 on his msn nick. damn it. *pissed off* to make it worse, he's right at the top of the msn list. i hope he burns in hell
anyway, good day cause co qing gong yan shall blog about it tmr ^^